John Allen Kept the Faith By Listening To Whole Church
Beloved Vatican reporter John Allen Jr. is remembered as a disciple first — a listener who gave voice to the voiceless and brought the global Church closer to home through fair and rigorous reporting
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Upon the death of her husband this morning, the renowned Vatican journalist John L. Allen Jr., the words of his wife and fellow journalist, Elise Allen, have echoed in my mind throughout the day:
“[In my husband’s suffering and death], we learned that hope is not a superficial wish that everything will get better, or that painful circumstances will change, but it is an attitude and perspective with which to live life that is chosen and which matures the more it is embraced. In the spirit of ‘where sin abounds grace abounds all the more,’ the same can be said about hope. Where pain and suffering are present, so is hope, and it is present everywhere: in the love and generosity of those around us, and in the many little signs and blessings God sends to assure us that we are not alone.*
“Hope is not empty, and it does not disappoint when things don’t go our way or when God doesn’t answer prayers the way we want; in fact, it is precisely in those moments that hope holds its most precious meaning, because they challenge us. They force us to dig deep, to look beyond ourselves to God, remembering that his design for our lives is one of love, and it is far bigger than our limited understanding. As cliché as this is to say, Christian hope ultimately lies in the fact that we have been offered eternal life. The Jubilee of Hope was a potent reminder of this, and I am so humbled and grateful that after being reminded of this so clearly during the jubilee, John now gets to bask in that beautiful and mysterious gift to which we all aspire.”
John L. Allen Jr., who died in Rome on Jan. 22 at age 61 after a four-year battle with cancer, lived in the light of that Christian hope.
Friends and colleagues acclaim Allen not only as a legendary Vatican journalist, but above all as a man of faith. He understood that the Church he covered is, in the end, the bearer of hope in Christ.
In his vocation as a reporter, Allen strove to serve that higher truth with humility and love. As his wife Elise noted, John’s greatest legacy is not his celebrated career but the people he touched — “his big and generous heart” and “insatiable desire to help and empower others whenever and however he could.”
Those who knew him saw a Christian disciple who radiated charity behind the press credentials.
JD Flynn writes that Allen pioneered a style of Catholic journalism that was neither “cloying piety” nor “dismissive skepticism,” but rigorously honest and compassionate.
As his former colleague Inés San Martín writes, he believed journalism wasn’t about winning arguments or advancing factions, but about fidelity to the truth.
For decades he resisted polemics, instead explaining what each side believed and why, giving “every reasonable position its day in court”. In an era of polarized Catholic discourse, Allen listened to voices across the Church.
I experienced John’s fairness firsthand. In my early twenties, as a young Catholic Democrat, I was often written off by Church insiders as a partisan actor. John never did that.
He understood that political engagement is a good and holy endeavor for Catholic disciples — that our Church is broad enough to include faithful voices from left to right. He gave our Catholic Left movement a fair hearing when few others would.
Through his reporting and editorial choices, he made space for perspectives that some gatekeepers ignored. Even in his final weeks, his outlet Crux featured an interview about the future of the Catholic Left in America, ensuring our vision was heard in a major Catholic forum.
That was classic John Allen: ever even-handed, ever interested in the “Catholic pulse” of all the people of God.
John also had a special love for raising up new and young voices. One of the beautiful paradoxes of our Catholic tradition is that we honor our elders — popes and patriarchs are usually men of advanced age — yet we sometimes fail to listen to the young.
Too often there’s a kind of lay clericalism in the Church that sidelines fresh perspectives. John was a refreshing exception. He was a mentor to countless aspiring journalists and thinkers. He never acted as a gatekeeper guarding the old guard; instead, he opened doors.
He sought out perspectives from the global peripheries to the young and emerging thinkers.
In fact, when he launched Crux in 2014, Allen recruited a young team of Catholic journalists, joyfully mentoring talents like Michael O’Loughlin, Inés San Martín and Claire Giangravè, and his wife Elise. With no children of his own, he fondly called these protégés his “kids,” considering them part of his legacy.
John treated newcomers with the same dignity he showed to cardinals. He believed deeply that todos, todos, todos — everyone — has a place in this Church, and he modeled that inclusivity by empowering others.
Thanks to his guidance, a new generation of Catholic writers found their voice. John’s collegial spirit and generosity of intellect created a “Crux family” that will carry on his work.
In the outpouring of tributes since his death, what stands out is how John Allen embodied Christian hope and charity in his vocation.
He had a front-row seat to recent Church history — from the twilight of John Paul II, through the drama of Benedict XVI’s papacy, to the surprises of Pope Francis, and the early days of Leo XIV.
Yet amid all the news and intrigue, John never lost sight of the Gospel. He reminded us by example that journalism about the Church only matters if it serves the truth and builds up the Body of Christ.
His life’s work helped millions see the Church more clearly — not as a caricature, but as a living, complex community of believers journeying in hope. And in his personal life, through trials like his cancer battle, he bore witness to the hope that does not disappoint.
John L. Allen Jr. will be remembered for many accomplishments: pioneering Vatican coverage, insightful columns and books, an uncanny ability to predict papal moves.
But above all, he was a Christian. He was a disciple who lived the virtue of hope even in suffering, and a friend who reflected Christ’s love to those around him.
In the Mass of Christian Burial, the Eucharistic Prayer reminds us that in death, life is changed, not ended.
John’s life bears that truth. His legacy endures — in the minds he sharpened, the people he mentored, and the bridges he built with patience, generosity, and uncommon intellectual honesty. We honor that legacy best not with words alone, but by imitating his graciousness and his fidelity to the truth.
You fought the good fight, John.
You finished the race.
You kept the faith.
Rest now in peace.
May the angels lead you into paradise.
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I have read John Allen for years, and more recently started reading the publication Cruz online. I thought John Allen was a fine journalist, writer and human. I am sorry to hear of his death.
My husband greatly respected John Allen and Cruz. I didn’t know about his illness. Thank you for this remembrance.